Selle

Chapter One

#1 - GN

Several weeks of fasting.

I lie on a soft mattress under a thick woolen blanket—the shaman's calming sound of his flute inside a round temple with a delicate hand-painted floor. The top of the ceiling points at the stars—smelling like burnt Palo Santo.

#2 - Accumulating shapes

Fear is no stranger to me. In search of recovery from a mind trapped in chaos—the panic of the panic itself turns into paranoia. Big thoughts are eating up all desperate attempts to return to normal.

#3 - The powerful now

If I try, I can still feel panic. A prominent thought is needed to swallow the fear and empower my intention.

Stating

I want more.

More fear. I can take it.

#4 - Black mirror

Fear has become a part of my everyday life. I welcome it. Nobody around me is noticing what is going on inside. But I want to make sense of it without changing my surroundings. With time, the panic is slowly starting to fade.

#5 - A sacred rite

The lines between reality and mystique are blurred. So dare to explore the depths of your imagination, and see what odd creatures emerge from unknown depths.

#6 - The observer

Eyes, lurking from every angle, gaze upon me with an unspoken understanding as if they hold the key to unlocking my deepest fears.

#7 - A screaming heart

My heart unlocks its gates to invite fear, the sincere follower, to scream a permanent anthem of dread within its chambers.

#8 - Million vibe$

Concentrate fully on a task without letting personal feelings or desires dominate the process—no need to control.

#9 - The Prestige

Welcome all demons into one's inner self without discrimination or reservation.

They find comfort and joy in this acceptance.

#10 - Manipulative energy

I become an observer of the energy structures around me. They embrace their beauty and nurture the threads that weave us together.

#11 - The Beanstalk

Tethered to my navel, soaring towards the infinite abyss, a seductive invitation lures me. And so, I accept.

Chapter two

#12 - Awe blazing

Up I go, no questions asked.

With access to every form of energy, I feel unlimited powers.

Looking at the universe from the outside, it suddenly feels small and insignificant.

#13 - Introspection

In a brilliant blaze, the Lord reveals its might, yet I turn away.

For it is the heart of my fears I seek to find. The Secrets of the Dead.

#14 - Spanish train

Approaching me, riding the rails of time and space, a ghostly train of souls.

The whistle blows a mournful tune as I approach the final destination; The threshold of death.

#15 - Invisible veil

I dove headfirst into the psychedelic abyss, a victim to the invisible force that held me in its grasp. Lost in the kaleidoscope of sensations, my very being pulsated with exhilarating intensity, embracing the enigmatic journey of arrival.

#16 - Vortex

Thrust inside a vortex of vibrant colors, a fierce power led by hypnotic intentions consumes the weak and draws in the strong.

#17 - Secrets

In the presence of the stripped and lifeless, a forgotten past was revealed, and whispers of an ancestral home, long lost to the winds of time, echoed through the void.

#18 - Babylon zoo

In the dizzying carousel's spin, break free, and claim space from within. Amidst the chaos, find clarity's grace, Liberated, in a liberated space.

#19 - Paradox

Meditation calls, a gateway unfurled. To a pool of energy, longing for life's world. A time-wasting game, perhaps, where peace finds its flame.

#20 - Soar

And as I emerged from my trance, I knew that the path toward life could not be led, for those who came before had already found their way.

#21 - Meaning of death

While visiting death, I had a profound solution to my life. It was to manifest, manifest, manifest.

#22 - Ballistic

Thoughts scattered like stars in the pitch-black sky. Do they ensnare me within their intricate web, or am I the master of reshaping the world within and without?

#23 Find my way

Not every thought deserves fruition, but naivety makes every mountain look like a stroll. I became picky with values that would lay the course.

ALIFE